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- The Maid of Maiden Lane - 39/44 -to live at all! Welcome to them must be death." "So wrong are you, Lysbet. Trouble and hardship make us love life. A zest they give to it. It is when we have too much money, too much good food and wine, too much pleasure of all kinds, that we grow melancholy and sad, and say all is vanity and vexation. You may see that it is always so, if you look in the Holy Scriptures. It was not from the Jews in exile and captivity, but from the Jews of Solomon's glory came the only dissatisfied, hopeless words in the Bible. Yes, indeed! it is the souls that have too much, who cry out vanity, vanity, all is vanity! For myself, I like not the petty prudencies of Solomon. There is better reading in Isaiah, and in the Psalms, and in the blessed Gospels." "To-morrow, Joris, I will go and see Arenta. She is fair, and she knows it; witty, and she knows it; of good courage, and she knows it; the fashion, and she knows it; and when she speaks, she speaks oracles that one must believe, even though one does not understand them. To Aurelia Van Zandt she said, my heart will ache forever for my beloved Athanase, and Aurelia says, that her old lover Willie Nicholls is at her feet sitting all the day long--yet for all these things, she is a brave woman and I will go and see her." "Willie Nicholls is a good young man, and he is rich also; but of him I saw nothing at all. Cornelia Moran was there and no flower of Paradise is so sweet, so fair!" "A very proud girl! I am glad she said 'no' to my Joris." "Come, my Lysbet, we will now pray and sleep. There is so much NOT to say."
CHAPTER XIII THE NEW DAYS COME
One afternoon in the late autumn Annie was sitting watching Hyde playing with his dog, a big mastiff of noble birth and character. The creature sat erect with his head leaning against Hyde, and Hyde's arm was thrown around his neck as he talked to him of their adventures on the Broad that day. Annie's small face, though delicate and fragile looking was full of peace, and her eyes, soft, deep and heavenly, held thoughts that linked her with heaven. Outside there was in the air that November feeling which chills like the passing breath of death, the deserted garden looked sad and closed-in, and everywhere there was a sense of the languishing end of the year, of the fading and dropping of all living things. But in the house Annie and Hyde and the dog sat within the circle of warmth and light made by the blazing ash logs, and in that circle there was at least an atmosphere of sweet content. Suddenly George looked up and his eyes caught those of Annie watching him. "What have you been reading, Annie?" he asked, as he stooped forward and took a thin volume from her lap. "Why!" he cried, "'tis Paul and Virginia. Do you indeed read love stories?" "Yes. The mystery of a love affair pleases every one; and I think we shall not tire of love stories till we tire of the mystery of spring, or of primroses and daffodils. Every one I know takes their tale of love to be quite a new tale." "Love has been cruel to me. It has made a cloud on my life that will help to cover me in my grave." "You still love Cornelia?" "I cannot cure myself of a passion so hopeless. However, as I see no end to my unhappiness, I try to submit to what I cannot avoid. What is the use of longing for that which I have no hope to get?" "My uncle grows anxious for you to marry. He would be glad to see the succession of Hyde assured." "Oh, indeed, I have no mind to take a wife. I hear every day that some of my acquaintance have married, I hear of none that have done worse." "You believe nothing of what you say. My uncle was much pleased with Sarah Capel. What did you think of the beauty?" "Cornelia has made all other women so indifferent to me, that if I cannot marry her, my father may dispose of me as he chooses." "Cannot you forget Cornelia?" "It is impossible. Every day I resolve to think of her no more, and then I continue thinking; and every day I am more and more in love with her. Her very name moves me beyond words." "There is no name, George, however sweet and dear, however lovingly spoken, whose echo does not at last grow faint." "Cornelia will echo in my heart as long as my heart beats." Then they were silent, and Hyde drew his dog closer and watched the blaze among some lighter branches, which a servant had just brought in. At his entrance he had also given Annie a letter, which she was eagerly reading. Hyde had no speculation about it; and even when he found Annie regarding him with her whole soul in her face, he failed to understand, as he always had done, the noble love which had been so long and so faithfully his--a love holding itself above endearments; self-repressed, self-sacrificing, kept down in the inmost heart-chamber a dignified prisoner behind very real bars. Yet he was conscious that the letter was of more than usual interest, and when the servant had closed the door behind him, he asked, "Whom is your letter from, Annie? It seems to please you very much." She leaned forward to him with the paper in her little trembling hand, and said, "It is from Cornelia." "My God!" he ejaculated; and the words were fraught with such feeling, as could have found no other vehicle of expression. "She has sent you, dear George, a copy of the letter you ought to have received more than two years ago. Read it." His eyes ran rapidly over the sweet words, his face flamed, his hands trembled, he cried out impetuously-- "But what does it mean? Am I quite in my senses? How has this letter been delayed? Why do I get only a copy ?" "Because Mr. Van Ariens has the original." "It is all incredible. What do you mean, Annie? Do not keep me in such torturing suspense." "It means that Mr. Van Ariens asked Cornelia to marry him on the same day that you wrote to her about your marriage. She answered both letters in the same hour, and misdirected them." "GOD'S DEATH! How can I punish so mean a scoundrel? I will have my letter from him, if I follow him round the world for it." "You have your letter now. I asked Cornelia to write it again for you; and you see she has done it gladly." "Angel of goodness! But I will have my first letter." "It has been in that man's keeping for more than two years. I would not touch it. 'Twould infect a gentleman, and make of him a rascal just as base." "He shall write me then an apology in his own blood. I will make him do it, at the point of my sword." "If I were you, I would scorn to wet my sword in blood so base." "Remember, Annie, what this darling girl suffered. For his treachery she nearly died. I speak not of my own wrong--it is as nothing to hers." "However, she might have been more careful." "Annie, she was in the happy hurry of love. Your calm soul knows not what a confusing thing that is--she made a mistake, and that sneaking villain turned her mistake into a crime. By a God's mercy, it is found out--but how? Annie! Annie, how much I owe you! What can I say? What can I do?" "Be reasonable. Mary Damer really found it out. His guilty restless conscience forced him to tell her the story, though to be sure he put the wrong on people he did not name. But I knew so much of the mystery of your love sorrow, as to put the two stories together, and find them fit. Then I wrote to Cornelia." "How long ago?" "About two months." "Why then did you not give me hope ere this?" "I would not give you hope, till hope was certain. Two years is a long time in a girl's life. It was a possible thing for Cornelia to have forgotten--to have changed." "Impossible! Quite impossible! She could not forget. She could not change. Why did you not tell me? I should have known her heart by mine own." "I wished to be sure," repeated Annie, a little sadly. "Forgive me, dear Annie. But this news throws me into an unspeakable condition. You see that I must leave for America at once." "No. I do not see that, George." "But if you consider--" "I have been considering for two months. Let me decide for you now, for you are not able to do so wisely. Write at once to Cornelia, that is your duty as well as your pleasure. But before you go to her, there are things indispensable to be done. Will you ask Doctor Moran for his child, and not be able to show him that you can care for her as she deserves to be cared for? Lawyers will not be hurried, there will be consultations, and engrossings, and signings, and love--in your case-- will have to wait upon law."
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